December 17, 2003

way too early

still dark, as are my days. unsure of what direction my life is taking these days, fighting the demons that surround my soul. this what writing when i should be sleeping brings. it will be better and there will be brighter days.

will see dad this weekend. haven't seen him in two weeks since his first chemo treatment. not sure what to expect, but probably not too much different. he sounded pretty good on the phone today and said they had been out shopping, so at least he's not sounding as run down as he has in the past.

in the midst of a creative challenge, speed and skill needed to create workable designs by 3 pm on Thursday. not sure how much time i'll have in ny to work on things so that only leaves later today.

more on the rest of the world later. time to go.

Posted by robdesign at December 17, 2003 04:09 AM
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