the deal right now is that i am having difficulty separating what's real from what i think is real. i really have no idea if my fears are legitimate or as they say, just in my head. i know this much, i need to just have a firm plan in place, a goal to strive for and then i can get through anything. i think the best idea is to take all this negative energy and feelings and apply them toward my six month's goal. a new position, in a city that we'd like, doing a combination of branding and design, or as a head or assitant head of marketing/branding.
i should really talk to joe. he knows everyone there is and has to be a great resource to at least get me some names to talk to in the general area. would a move be that bad? i know people in NY, i know people that like me in chicago and i just feel so negative when i'm in the office, as if i don't belong there. if i didn't have so many contacts there, i would gladly give up my twice a month trips. but in reality, i was honest in saying that i need them. one, to keep in touch with my clients, two to have face time with the team and most importantly to not feel totally abandoned.
Posted by robdesign at December 18, 2003 08:07 PM